What a bad day.

Yesterday was a very very bad day for me...
my restaurant don't have enough staff...
so i need to run cashier then do order taker then clear the floor...
already very frustrated...
then after that my manager call me go behind and tell me that...
"alan, i don't trust u anymore" then call me go back to work..
i also dono why he said like that...
people said he purposely say like that because want to give me pressure so i can work harder...
but i just don't understand him..
then after that after finish work then we went to celebrate a colleagues birthday at karaoke..
then my new girl best friend said that she want to go to another place to give back something
to her friend...
then when we walk until half way, when i turned behind to find her, she is gone, then i
turn back to find her....
actually i also dont know where is she going and the road over there is how one...
then i just walk walk walk walk...
after 10 mins...
then i saw her, she is with her friends....she i just sit at one corner and listen to songs...
then after 30 mins when she is done, i go to her and say, lets go meet up our other colleagues...
in the end, u know what response i got from her ?
"hey ! why the hell did u follow me for ? did i call u to follow me ?"
then i replied "no, because its midnight, u one girl alone its dangerous to walk to our place,
then she replied , "i did not call u to follow me" then show me her sour face...
lol....i was like....
am i really doing too much for a best friend ?
if dont want i treat u like best friend then dont say want to be my best friend...
if u are my normal friend only...
i dont mind what happen to u !
LoL what a long blog....
thats all for now...going to work....today reservation full....
siao liao la............
bo si pun coma.....wakakakka....i know shy yi sure remember my sentence one when she read this blog XD

Hey ~!

Last post just mention that i long time never get this tired...

but now i felt that...

almost everyday i also tired like that la...

in a week ....

i must do OT....after finish work.... from 10am till 11pm...after that OT till 4 or 5 am...

then the next day 9 am go work again..

so sien la....when sometimes break time only 10 minutes some more...

then everytime my parents still give me pressure...

seriously i hope that shy yi are here...

i honestly think that she is the only one that understand me the most lo...

even when i want to say LoL, she also know....

anyway....here is the good news....

im going to france at december 15th !!

although its confirm already one...

but one day i never do my visa i also not relieave yet...

if i got my visa d, i wanna go back terengganu and go kl play for few days....

then buy my winter shirts and stuffs....

then i will upload my picture at friendster...

so....

until next time then....

jya neh~

yeah~!~!

yeah no more boring life for me !!

i already gotten me a job....

its a big restaurant...

at singapore got 8 franchise ....

i believe that i will got a bright future working in this company...

although the salary its not much...

but all i need is experience right ?

everyday i must work from 10am till 11pm lol....

pity me anot ??

ahahaha...where will got ppl to pity me one...

anyway...nobody knows about this blog either...hahahah...

write for fun only..

today i had a tiring day !!!

I went to tiong bahru, which is 45 mins from my place ....

then after done everything....i went to Ayer Kreta..which is 30 mins from my place...

then i went back to tiong bahru again....

then after 1 hour of medical check up...

then i ride 45 mins train to back to my place....

wah lao eh..........

long time no like this tired leh....

Unlucky me ?

Wow its been a while since i last blogged,
already two months eh....
well...had a busy day everyday...
now im currently staying at singapore...
im supposely going to have my interview on Sunday...
which is...2 days ago...
i sit in a bus for 45 minutes to reach there...
and when i reach there...
i keep on find the location that my employer gave me...
then after 20 minutes, i finally got it...
then i went to there and ask for my interview...
then they said, there are no such interview...
i don't believe it, so i waited there for an hour...
then that people really didn't show up...
so i sit the 45 mins bus again to reach back home...
then i call the number that they gave me...
nobody picked up..
then i call again the next day...
from 8:30 am i wake up purposely to call them...
every 5 minutes i call...
until 11:00am, i stopped, im totally fed up..
then until my uncle came and phone the Telekom here at singapore..
just know that the number is fax number...
so the telekom gave us the real office number...
i phoned again..
then the secretary said that the people that im finding is on leave today...
so must wait tomorrow...
i was like......
where should i go??????????

June of 16th 2008

yesterday, my close friend that dissapeared from my world for almost 10 days sms me...and told me that she never tell me where is she going because she scared that i will worry...
the fact is she went to jpn to do an operation between her lung and the heart there....
well...i seriously glad that she is fine...if somethings happened to her...
i dont know what should i do...a close friend of mine...just went off like that...
i dont want...!! these few days is really an unlucky day for me....
two days ago, i went out to buy food, the worker there is new , so they simply count the price for me....which cost me alot....then after that when i back to home...
i wanna fried the egg...but the egg is spoilt...damn smelly...1st time in my life i break a spoilt egg...then after that...when i go to toilet for a pee..i almost felt down...
then when i go take the MacD ketchup packet ....i just press it softly without open it...
then it burst out and make my shirt all dirty....damn suay....
then today i saw something that i should'nt see...i don't wanna say what is that...
but its not ghost for sure....but i really dont wanna care about those things la...
i really feel tired of that already....i said to myself...if she is mine...then she wont run away...
if she is not urs...no matter how hard u try...she also wont come to u....i wont say anything about her and him anymore to anyone or to her...i will just keep quiet...may the luck come to me....
i hope god bless me...haha...

Happy & Sad

Hmmm....i also dono why i will write my blog here..lolz...sometimes i just dont know what am i to you ? i know u treat me good....well...i dont know whether that is the best or just good..i just dont know what is my place in ur heart ....or maybe because of got other guy that are very close with u....and maybe much more closer than u with me..but i dont know..i dont wanna ask..i also dont wanna know...sometimes is better to not know the answer....at least i wont so sad....

but...i dont care about those things anymore la..i see ...just pretend i didnt saw it...anyway...
im happy that i finished 3 of my assignments...now just left the power point and 2 presentations only...but after i finish all this..i got a big event coming on july...this semester i just dont have enough time to rest....who can help me... ? sigh....nobody understand me ...well...

A guy that i dislike -.-

There is one guy that i dislike...maybe hate i guess...he is very annoying to me...at his friendster, all the girls seems to be his gf, that is no problem for me..the most important is, he keep calling honhon as his dear, i dont like this one lor...maybe i just afraid that he took honhon away lo....eventhough she is not my gf, but i felt jealous lo when see they both so close, i know i dont have the right to say anything about they two, but i just felt bor song lo....haiz...why la this guy will come in between....she is really important to me lo...but i dont know she knows about this anot ... well...things are not in my control....:) take care..